by Ivory Keys » July 7th, 2006, 2:03 pm
I do think that God wants us to achieve some degree of autonomy, but I don't think it has to be paradoxical. Of course we should always be dependent on God for our stregnth and support; we should always be willing to admit his greatness and goodness in comparison with our flawed selves. However, it is a sign that we have grown much closer to him when we obey and further his cause of our own free will.
For example, I don't drink. I have no problem with people who do, but I have been taught this way of thinking since I was young and have grown to see the wisdom in such a standard. However, if, during my high school years, I had constantly told my friends, "I'm sorry, I don't drink because my parents say I can't," then I would have been demonstrating a lack of maturity and a bad sort of dependence on my parents. I think the type of autonomy God wants us to have is one where, of our own volition and through our own decisions, we want and choose to keep his commandments, without us saying, "Well, God said this is bad, so I can't do it." That is not really a bad way to go about life, but it is not the best.
Another little tidbit to add: I believe in the Father, Son, and Holy Ghost as being three distinct persons, but one in purpose. So, for me, I see their partnership as each being autonomous, but dependent on one another. Christ could have done whatever he wanted, but chose to willingly align his will with the Father. That is what we need to aspire to achieve in our own lives.
Now that I think of it, we are completely dependent on Christ for one thing--our salvation. But it is of our own free will that we choose to accept his very necessary gift.
"This," I said to myself, "is a true man. I will serve him, and I will give him all worship, seeing in him the imbodiment of what I would fain become. If I cannot be noble myself, I will yet be servant to his nobleness." -Phantastes