by Unicornguy » May 31st, 2006, 9:28 am
Interesting topic, really.
Well, I haven`t been here for a while, sad enough, because I really think this is a great forum, with loads of nice people.
Okay, here goes:
I`ve been a fan of Narnia for as long as I can remember. Our national TV-channel always sent the BBC-series in Christmas time, and in Easter. It was always in the moring at ten of clock, I`m quite sure. I`ve always been enchanted by the thought of magic, and Narnia was the first real fantasy series I can remember being presented to. I`m not quite sure where it started, but it must have been around the age 6-8.
I guess what fascinated me was the thought of eternal winter. There`s a beauty there. I`m not sure if I thought about it, but maybe I`ve always had a vision of a white as the colour of purity, and snow as something exactly pure and beautiful. I am also very fond of the idea of everlasting things. The creatures in Narnia fascinated me. Besides, as I told you, they sent it almost every Christmas, so it reminds me of Christmas, which is something I`ve always been fond of.
When an extract of "The lion, the witch and the wardrobe" was presented in our English book in fifth grade, or so, I got overwhelmingly happy, and kept telling out teacher to read it to us. I quickly read the books. Imagine this lonely, kind of lost kid at maybe nine or ten years, lying in his bedroom dreaming about Narnia. I never was really happy at the school. People always made fun of me for being special, and gradually I moved more and more away from the real world. I also read "Lord of the rings" at the age of ten. Narnia was like a dream to me. Noone was "normal" there. They all were mixed with animals or something. The most "normal" guys, like king Miraz, were presented like evil, and I took great comfort from it.
So, I read the books over and over. I think I have read "The lion, the witch and the wardrobe" seven times now.
Something I really like about Lewis is something I just recently read in "Surprised by Joy"; he appearently didn`t like what was public, general and "normal". I also see how similar I am to Lewis, and how much we have in common. I think that`s why the books broke through to me.
Narnia has always been a place where I could breathe. My life hasn`t been easy. I`ve had depressions, bulimia, been sick, and been bullied in school. My life is better now, though. Happily enough. Still, I can`t always believe in happiness, having always seen sadness. Okay, now I am getting very personal. But Narnia is personal to me, as well. C.S. Lewis is my favourite author, alongside a Norwegian/Swedish one called Margit Sandemo.
Sadly I haven`t read much of Lewis` stuff. It`s quite hard getting the books here in Norway. I`ve read Narnia, Out of the silent planet, Perelandra, Screwtape letters and now I`m reading suprised by Joy, which is a beautiful book. =D